Nyanya couldn't tell Karoti the truth. The real truth. He didn't mean to be so controlling. I mean he lived with his parent's for fuck's sake. He was in love with this man he'd met at a cafe. He was a rabbit that named Dengu. Nyanya never had the courage to speak up to him, and it was embarassing to try and bring these kind of feelings up to Karoti. I mean Nyanya was supposed to be this straight man. And Dengu never noticed him in the slightest. Loving someone from such a distance was its own torture. How can you be so in love someone you don't even know? The way feelings worked in Nyanya's head he didn't understand. He did love Karoti but his feelings for this man were so intense it caused him to mistreat a dear friend who he honestly held very dear to him.
Nyanya one day got up the courage to talk to him. Dengu responded so emotionless. Nyanya was taken aback kind of scared and shocked.
"I love you" Dengu stuttered.
Oh my gosh. What was that? Nyanya was blushing so hard.
"Oh gawd I'm so embarassed. Wait what's your name?" Dengu started. "I\m just now talking to you, but I've noticed you come to this cafe too"
"Uh, oh yea" Nyanya answered. "Yea I do come to this cafe a lot. Actually I just got kicked out of my ex-girlfriend's place...so it's been kind of rough. How's your day been?"
"Great now getting to meet you"
Nyanya's heart was fluttering but he didn't know why, and that scared him.
Dengu made a motion for his coffee. Nyanya suddenly couldn't control his breathing. "Stop moving around so much" he thought to himself. He felt dizzy and light-headed. In these close quarters with this guy he liked was too intense.
"Do you want to grab a seat somewhere?"
"S-s-s-sure" The hyena was nervous and couldn't express how he was spinning. Maybe this too much maybe he should just go home.
Nyanya had never liked someone this much. Was this normal? Wait coffee, yea. Grab the coffee from the barista's hand and great yea, walk over to the table. Done. Fuck. He couldn't think straight anymore.
"This is so crazy, are we both always in this coffee shop? And we've never started a conversation with each other?" Dengu started? "You would think at some point we would've at least said hello!"
"Yea, I know..." Nyanya tried to speak up but his voice was choked by his own nervousness.